Growing Up?!

Am I just growing up or did I just force myself into this situation? I am sitting here in my dad's recliner, and it is less than one hour from midnight on new years night. I had a few different options and they all seemed to be promising. Well, I showered, put on some new makeup, even did my hair for once, and yet the options just didn't seem as exciting as they were before. So here I sit, while I have friends out having fun and celebrating. I'm not complaining, but it is just a bit disappointing ya know? I was excited about the opportunities I had before me, and now I sit here with my "other half" (Andy) as I watch a not so exciting movie. I'm going to be heading to my fav drink stop soon and maybe to a friends place later, but for now this is my reality. Have I simply grown up and am no longer interested in what I used to have fun doing? Or is it that I couldn't decide and was excited about all the options so much so that I forced myself into this situation? I don't know. I guess I will figure it out, but for now I will just enjoy the time I have with baby.

Happy New Year to you all