bloggin again and w/in a week! What a concept! Well I'm at my usual dwelling after school now a days & that would b my daddys office. ya just sitting here eating a yummy snocone from tc mm mm good. gotta love it.

well...Had TAKS 2day, not great but gives you a lot of free time to do whatever the heck you feel like after you finish. Me being the oh so smart person I am (yea rite) finished at 9:40ish & then had bout an hour & a half to blow. Well I started on a crossword which made me feel kinda stupid so I moved on to looking at a swimsuit catalogue( I need a new one for the summer) & that began to bore me, so lately I moved on to writing my rickey a note & colorin it cuz of coarse what else was there to do? Then I was so rudely interrupted by cayo known to most as john. nah just messin we started talking and then we moved on to be entrained by the great Carrie herself. Yes, she is very amusing. Got love her. I sure do! Then off to my English class for pizza and a movie. My English class is great. As I often say lol...gotta love it! Tom. We are getting subway & watchin yet another movie. Great stuff. We got two more days of this TAKS mess then an A day. Easy day in other words.

Oh wow! Advice time!!! NEVER EVER NEVER eat like a 1/4 of a pan of 7 layer dip. BIG MISTAKE! I know because I did yesterday. Yes I was the one smart enough to try that out. I was supposed to do a how-to speech in none other than speech class & well I decided to speak on how to make 7 layer dip. The requirements said that if it was food that you had to bring a finished sample. Well I did and I got an 81 on my speech because it was too short. How long can you make it I mean really but anyways not the point. Well I then continued on to pass out some to everyone that wanted to try it & then ended up with about a 1/4 left. Well me being the smart one I am decides 'hey I can just eat this & then I won't have to carry it around all day.' STUPID!!! No instead having to carry a simple little pan around school for a little while I instead made myself want to puke because I had so much food in me & not the greatest food to eat a lot of anyways yah know? That and I had onion breath day after that. Yummy! lol But, I learned my lesson. Take it from me...Just say No!

I don't know who will be reading this but I do have one thing to say to a lot of people. I'm sorry for what I did and to those that know what I'm talking about that means you. I shouldn't have done it and I know I made a huge mistake. I can't in any way make it less than it was and wish I could go back and not have done it. I am however paying for what I have done and it is not fun but I know I deserve it if not more.
To those I haven't really talked to lately, don't think I'm just ignoring you or anything. I just have been as I said yesterday grounded. I will sometime in the near future (in other words a week or so) get to you. Don't think I don't love you because like wow I do.
To those that I have wronged, I love you more than life itself and do not know where I would be without you. I have done so much to hurt you and have tried so hard to hide things from you. Please forgive me. I know what I have done is wrong and by saying all this I am just wanting to let you know. I appreciate everything you do for me and will always know deep in my heart that whether I understand it now or not that you are just trying to do the best thing for me. I thank you from the bottom of my heart an hope to somehow repay you someday.

I'm going to wrap this up for today and leave with this...

We can always ask for forgiveness and the Bible teaches it as well but we can never go back and undo things we've done. So watch your step and don't loose track. You will then not regret things you've done.

its been awhile but i've been busy....well not much 2 say but i'm grounded 4 doin sumthin stupid...ya i wont go into that ....

how iz every1? i'm good, school iz goin better cept 4 AAAHHH!!! TAKS tom! i hate TAKS ugh i hate tests but they're part of life rite? well i'm out 4 now maybe ill post sumthin l8r who knowz