Well isn't life just full of surprises?

yes random but if ya knew how my life's been going then u would understand. but how is every1?

i'm great! i'm a free woman & it feels great! i mean don't get me wrong relationships are fun stuff but wow...they can be stressful & middle schoolish. if ya know what i mean. plus, flirting is so much fun and there's always someone watching ya know? oh well other than that & i got my regalia pics & well stuff ;) lol everything iz decent. that stuff is just greatness ya know?

well now it is time for bill 2 just let it all out. not really i just like the way it sounds lol i know i'm strange. here it is though:
Life. got that much? good. What makes it good and fulfilling? What makes a person truly happy? Who's to say that for instance certain clothes or popularity or relationships make people happy? Is it that only certain things can make everyone happy or is it that anything can make anyone happy? I think personally (and if you don't want to hear it don't read it) it all depends on the person, their needs, desires & past on what truly makes one happy. For example being popular could be a dream come true for someone and then it will keep them happy right? NO! People change as does the things that make them happy. We all are happy & yet have our bad days. There are reasons for that. You can not be 'happy' in society's definition and yet still have joy. Yes joy, it is what you have when you have a personal relationship with the most high God of this world. I have that and I'm good. I don't need to be what society believes is happy just so that I can please everyone else. I don't need that. It is a buttload of crap. I have joy & Christ and that is all I ever need for now and forever. Yes, granted there are awesome things in life like the mavs, great friends, family, and more. But all of those are of this world and I don't need them. It has taken me a long time to realize this simple concept. I'm very happy though now and I'm going to enjoy it.

If you actually read through all this, thank you and I appreciate it. Love you guys

ugh...thinkin 2 much has its major downsides.....i hate it...y must i over think everything that ever happens in my life? it's stupid but it's not like i'm stoppin anytime soon & y? i dun even know... i've tried it's not that i haven't it just doesn't work. oh well wut else can ya do?

well the loveliness of the all mighty spring break is now over & school returns tom. lemme tell ya how excited i am...well let's c...i'm not! many reasons but i won't go in2 that. there r 2 or 3 reasons tho that i'm happy bout school coming about again. i won't go in2 those either 4 well, reasons which guess wut! i'm not going 2 go in2 those either...y? cuz i'm allowed 2 do that & if yur just dying 2 know then ask but no promises

well ya this week wuz well ok i guess.....sum things coulda been like 10 times better but the other stuff wuz awesome...thnx 2 those that were involved...luv yall guys.

i'm off 4 now tho but i will ask yall 1 question 1st....is it just me or does the world seem to get more & more corrupt as each day goes by?