Why is it that the people you love the most can let you down and hurt you the most? I just was wanting to get that out...leave me a comment and let me know what you think about that subject.

Well I'm back to post for today. I don't feel well still but a trying not to complain too much. I'm suposed to go back to school tom. and we'll see how that goes. I was told that I had an upper respritory infection and then I still didn't feel well today so I went back and they said I also had a virus that they couldn't give me anything for. It sucks but eh I'm good I guess. I've been home for the past two days from school and didn't go to church sunday and yea. I miss people. I miss my friends from school and church. I want to see them again. I know I know it has only been tree days what am I going to do next year. But it isn't next year it is this year and I better get a hug from everyone when I go back tom.

So I'm officially going to Baylor and applied for housing the other day. It's getting to be exciting and I'm taking another college day in Feb. to chill in Waco with the fam and just get used to it a bit ya know? I can't wait to go...It is going to rock so hard! But I got a few more months to go.


I turn 18 in esactly 1 month!!!! Leave a message for me in the lil box thing to lemme know what I should do for it.


I'm out for today. I'm going to go chill and relax before going to bed and all. I love you all! Never forget that!

So...still sick, still miserable, I wish it would end. I'm so ugh. My throat feels like someone lit it on fire, my head feels like someone decided my brain needed a jackhammer, and my nose is running like an olypmic sprinter. Craziness i tell you. its not cool though & i stayed home from school today cuz of it. Hopefully i'll get better...cuz this sucks...bad! well i'm out...gettin dizzy