ya i'm writin this early 2day cuz well i'm not allowed on the compy after 830 2nite so ya. wow 2day wuz weird but strangely really good...i have a good feeling bout this weekend but who knows what will happen ya know?
i know i sed i'd explain bout yest. but well i dun feel like it..i dun wana put my self in a bad mood 2 please wut the whole 2 people that mite read this...its not worth it.

i was told today that i looked mad when i'm walking...do i? i mean really? i didnt think so...but guess what my response was...of coarse it was oops deal with it...hehe sounds like me rite? well it is...all me & i'm not changin 4 no1 cuz i like me..kinda...lol nah i do most of the time

uh regalia is comin closer & i still need sum shoes 2 go wit my dress but hopefully i'll find those sat. when marta & carrie take me out 2 help me since i have no talent wutsoever when it comes 2 formal stuff. it will be a lot of fun so will the dance even though theres still stuff being worked out. my bday iz comin closer 2! refer 2 my profile on aim if yur clueless 2 when it iz which u mite just b. i dun know wut do do 4 it tho...my parties alwayz suck & i have no clue wut else would b cool...i need a social planner person thing..or just not do anything...thats doable 2. idn wuts goin 2 happen but if ya just wana buy me sumthin then ook i accept lol

well now its time for me to say goodbye to you and hello to some food and mr tv...bye bye

long day..weird stuff...thought bout a lot of stuff...explain l8r

ugh 2day wuz ok but i hate bein sick like wow...& i forgive you marta for making me and everyone else sick....i still love you! anywayz..ya i've been sick & it sux but there r other things going on too. i fig out sum stuff i wuz tryin 2 go me..now sum other stuff still to figure out but that will take some time and some talking to some certain people which i'm not quite looking forward to but life goez on and i cant stop it for me cuz it def doesnt revolve round me.

ya know wut i did 2day? i wuz thinkin of wut i wrote yest. & i wrote a list of what i want to do before i die...it was quite interesting...try it sometime u mite be surprised.

oh man i cant say how much i love poetry! it it such an outlet for me. when i first started writing i thought it was just bout like all this stupid 'love' & crap dun get me into that cuz thats a whole thing in itself but ya its growing into all this other stuff and it not only makes me feel better and all that but makes me feel i'm developing into a better writer which makes me incredibly happy.

well im goin 2 b goin to clean my room...its a weird thing wit me..i get sick i feel the need 2 clean...dun ask

ya i skipped yest. but for good reason...i was exhausted from getting up at 615 on a sun...craziness i tell you craziness! but ya i went to go watch my dads company with another company blow up a building and then a lil after that headed to the mavs game which was of coarse awesome. we won which rocks my face (yes i stole it marta) & then i went up to the church for a few to see what they were doing and then left early & ya...not much after that.

2day was just kinda a school day ya know? i mean the beg. was ok ya know and then came 3rd & 4th period & i was just like grrr ya know? i hate those classes anymore cuz i mean wow ...could they get worse? wait i shouldnt be saying that cuz watch they will. whatever life happens rite? and as one of my good friends always says 'what doesnt kill us makes us stronger.'
o well though....nah today when i got home i wasnt all happy & stuff so i tried watchin a movie but that didnt help all too much even though it was Princess Bride only 1 of the greatest movies ever. Good thing though is that after it i fell asleep but then when i woke up my throat hurt so but it hurt 2 even swallow. ya it sucked & then the rents told me i needed to eat. eh i guess its good for you and all but it stinkin hurt man. oh well i got my cough drops outa my truck & am good until i run out. but i got all this stuff i needa do like get shoes & stuff 4 regalia, hw, clean up everywhere (since i dun really have a room i have many since dustin left including his and the sunroom & ya..so on & so on), & more. joy rite? heh i guess but o well.

i've been thinkin though lately...what do i really want to do in my life before i die? kinda strange to think about but i mean really now...will continue l8r...need sleep like wow