Jul 2, 2004

NNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! my Nash is gone from the mavericks! How could this happen? This is so not cool he was my favorite player. His beautiful long brown hair, his skill, awe why Nash? Just cuz they offer you 15 million more why? what about the fans that love you in Dallas? what about them? Do you not care? Do they not matter? They love you. i love you. you let us down. You traded us for phoenix? Who cares about them? Not us....Well except for the fact that you are now there. Even though you left me i'll still support you. i don't know who else will but i will. You are my Nash and even though you are a trader i'll be there to cheer you on.

Jun 30, 2004

So, life is moving along quite well must I say. I'm loving the fact that Alan & I are getting close again, & Kaiser and I are becoming better friends. Our little group is just awesome and it is always fun with them.
I am spending a lot more time with Amanda which I always love because she is one of my very best friends and nobody could ever replace her for anything. She inspires me sometimes to do things I normally would never do. She gives me hope in the times that I am lacking in faith. The light that she brings to my life makes me a better person for knowing her. I can't believe God has blessed me with a person like her. She is a one of a kind. I love you Amanda!!!
Well if I'm going to go off on 1 of my best friends, I must continue with the others because I wouldn't want to leave anyone out.
Alan, what is there to say about him. Well, so much in fact that I could go on for hours as well as I could have with Amanda but more so because he has always been my best guy friend in the world. Nothing could ever change how I feel about him and he is an incredible person. He is the only one that can truly make me happy even though I am in the worst mood. He is there for me even when we haven't exactly been close lately. He can always make me laugh. He knows what to say and when to say it. He is also an amazing blessing in my life. I love you Alan!!!
Christina, where do I start? She has been there with me since first grade and if we would have met before then I bet it would be longer. She has stuck with me through everything and many a time gone through the same thing at the same time. We have shared many a good time and bad. We have so many inside jokes that we can't even remember them all. We have our places where we only go with just us. We have our 'OCD' moments, and also our looking back moments. She has had an incredible impact on my life and has at times saved me from making huge mistakes. For all of this I love her and always will.

For now I am going to put this on hold because my back is hurting but I will continue at some time tomorrow. If I haven't said something to you yet just wait, I will. I just want everyone to know why I am doing this though. I love my friends and at no point in time do I truly tell them what I feel. I would never want something to happen and whoever not know. I love everyone that I know, but some of the people in my life, they truly are priceless.