ya i've been really stressed lately & havent been able 2 write w/o thinkin of sumthin else so i havent....but ya...lifes been crazy & i fell i drag people down sumtimes cuz my attitude & outlook on life really sux & granted i've been tryin 2 fix it since who knowz when i believe it wuz when i met eddie ( stupid i know) but ya i just ugh. some1 just help me i'm not good at this....

ya so things r kinda goin pretty well tho i wont mention wut those r. then this weekend should b awesome & if its not then i must hurt somebody 4 ruining it cuz i need a good weekend bout now cuz once i get grades back it mite b awhile b4 i can even have a decent weekend but wutever.

i'm pretty much done here 4 now but i must say...there r a few people that i've been really thankful 4 lately, i dont know if u know who u r but i've prob told u. i luv all my friends but sumtimes i just idn sum r better than others if ya know wut i mean & 2 those that have been there 4 me lately....i can't thank u enough, yall mean the world 2 me...

k now i must go so i can get ready 2 go out 2nite..joy rite? well till next time...