AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! I can't stop smiling! I just found out I got accepted to BAYLOR!!! I'm so excited! Hold one sec.......OK I had to do a lil happy dance. EEK! I'm soo happy! YAY! I'm going to Baylor! Sic em bears! Here I come Waco!

I'm only one person
In this big world
Only one woman
Frightened by love
Diving in and being hurt
Yet shrinking farther and farther away
From all the emotions flooding through
All in my mind and through my heart
Make it stop I only want
Someone to love and care
For me as much I do them.

I just felt like writing, don't take it to mean anything just yeah. I'm out.

:x: name: Danita
:x: height: 5'2 1/2"
:x: shoe size: 6 1/2
:x: siblings: older bro
:x: eyes: well if they aren't changin..i like it when they're silverish blue
:x: college: instate: BU...Sic 'em bears!! out of state: idk
:x: jr.high: GCA
:x: elementary: GCA
:x: hometown: R-town...lol Rowlett
:x: favorite place: my truck wit my best friends wit the music up
:x: favorite soda: diet dr. pepper
:x: game system: so is that like a computer or like a board game? i'm confused
:x: favorite food: french
:x: favorite book: anything poetry
:x: favorite pen: am I supposed 2 have 1?
:x: favorite car: H2 or F150 Lightning
:x: favorite animal: dog duh!
:x: waterbrand: fiji or evian
:x: favorite burger place: red robin or wendys or sonic
:x: favorite hobby: poetry
:x: favorite friends: it's not nice to pick favorites
:x: bar or club: club
:x: favorite vitamins: umm I wasn't told I needed to know
:x: favorite show: Family Guy, Friends, (don't kill me cuz I’m a sucker but..) Days of our Lives
:x: favorite news: none unless it's sports I like sweaty men running back and forth
:x: gold or silver: silver w/o a doubt
:x: favorite dog: why my baby of coarse
:x: cell phone co.: uhh idk
:x: favorite shirt: depends what mood
:x: favorite sport: only to watch of coarse but bball baby! oh those sexy men...like Nash! ;)
:x: favorite alcohol: ummm wine lol I have no clue dun drink
:x: favorite computer: ours died :'(
:x: favorite fruit: umm idk depends
:x: favorite song: Elephant Love Song, Cold, Every Little Thing, and I Can Only Imagine
:x: ketchup or salsa: ahhh salsa yumm
:x: favorite milkshake: chocolate but why must it be fattening
:x: steak or lobster: woah buddy, steak all the way<----- to quote my manda...oh by the way my bro & I have a campaign Save the Lobsters!!! Let me know if you would like to join
:x: favorite color: black...weird I know
:x: favorite weather: windy but not to much and about 65ish
:x: favorite states: do other countries count?
you?
:x: have a crush on someone: not at this time
:x: wish you could live somewhere else: you should know me better than that
:x: think about suicide: not at all
:x: believe in online dating: are you crazy, I believe so
:x: think others find you attractive: some say they do
:x: want more piercings: why of coarse
:x: like cleaning: I’m sometimes in the mood
:x: like roller coasters: why yes, I miss them it's been too long
:x: write in cursive or print: print wit my twist
:x: last talked to: chuck(dustin) I couldn't get the sound 2 work
:x: last thought of: that should be a given
:x: last showered: yest. b4 the mavs game
:x: last cut your nails: last manicure, umm I think maybe a month ago
:x: last did laundry: awhile ago
:x: last hugged a tree: few months
:x: last watched anime: I’m sorry I like to spend my time wisely by doing things like filling this out
:x: last prayed: today
for or against?
:x: long distant relationships: against.
:x: killing people: in war? or what
:x: teenage smoking: smoking at all: so insanely against
:x: driving drunk: against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships: against
:x: soap operas: for...I gotta see days next week...Sean finds out the truth about Jan
have you?
:x: ever cried over a girl: my great grandma who died
:x: ever been in a fist fight: yes
:x: ever been arrested: not yet lol
:x: ever had a friend die: yes, my dog in 5th grade....saddest moment of my life
:x: ever dated a cousin: I live in TX not Arkansas thnx
:x: ever used a gun: I wish, I’ve always thought it would b exciting, I wana go hunting
:x: ever frenched kiss: why of coarse, don't you people know I love everything french??
:x: ever finished a puzzle: yes many
:x: ever got surgery: yup
:x: ever got beat up: not yet
:x: ever hated someone: no that's just mean
:x: ever made a huge mistake: yea who hasn't
:x: ever tried any drugs: I’m not stupid
:x: ever jogged a mile: that’s another reason I failed p.e. <---- me and manda r so alike
:x: ever played w/ someone's feelings: oops
:x: ever had feelings for someone young: heh heh heh...not at all can't u see my halo?
what?
:x: shoes do you wear: I love shoes
:x: are you scared of: windows!!!
:x: do you sleep in: um depends really, normally sum cheerleader or satin shorts & a spaghetti strap
:x: did you eat for lunch: chicken from chili’s
:x: is love: an amazing gift from God if it is true
number?
:x: of times I have had my heart broken?: enough to have learned many lessons
:x: of hearts I have broken?: just a few
:x: of girls I have kissed?: um 3 I think....they're friends & it wuz on the cheek
:x: of boys I have kissed?: 4 I think
:x: of guys/girls you've rejected?: umm 3 sounds about rite
:x: of drugs you taken: I collect em baby
:x: of accidents you been in: about 3 I think
:x: of people you lead on?: have I told you lately how good you are looking in that oh so sexy shirt? and that cologne grrr
:x: of people you broke up with?: 2
do you think you are?
:x: pretty: I’m told so
:x: funny: I crack myself up. <-----again we are so alike
:x: hot: I’m very hot natures, I hate it
:x: friendly: yuppers
:x: ugly: uh not so much
:x: loveable: I would hope so
:x: caring: def. I’m told I care too much sometimes
:x: dorky: that is so much fun I love bein dorky
:x: cocky: not at all
:x: girly: at times
:x: boyish: at times
:x: smart: at some points
:x: pimp: I do what I can lol
:x: angel: I love men too much, ok?
:x: gangster: not quite
:x: god: there is only 1 of those and it has a capital G
favorite?
:x: five letter word: boogy
:x: comedian: do they have 2 b famous?
:x: candy: ugh so fatty but prob suckers or something
:x: cartoon: Family Guy
:x: cereal: usually fruity pebbles
:x: chewing gum: orbit
:x: day of week: every week is different
:x: least fave day: wut did I just say?
:x: Jell-O flavor: strawberry
:x: summer/winter: depends what I want to wear
:x: trampolines or swimming pools: pools duh
who?
:x: slept in your bed: besides me? my baby
:x: saw you cry: um somebody saw me? you can't prove it
:x: made you cry: uhh
:x: you went to the movies with: the ol fam....national treasure, ah nic cage is so hott
:x: yelled at you: last? idk
:x: sent you an email: collegeboard.com
have you ever?
:x: said "I love you" and meant it?: everyday
:x: gone out in public in your pajamas?: all the time
:x: kept a secret from everyone?: for two years
:x: cried during a movie?: yes I’m pathetic
:x: ever at anytime owned new kids on the block?: well last time I checked it was illegal to actually own children
:x: planned your week based on the TV Guide?: I have a life thanks though
:x: been on stage?: why yes, when I was little I performed in a dance recital & 2 plays 1 of which I was the caterpillar from Alice in wonderland... wuz awesome
:x: been to New York?: it's so awesome there....got a great massage there 2
:x: been to California?: unfortunately
:x: been to Florida?: yup once....pretty cool place
:x: Hawaii?: yea but I was only 2 or so
:x: China?: nope
:x: Canada?: I would love to go!<----manda lets go together!
:x: Europe?: can't wait to go back
:x: what time is it now?: 12:17 am
:x: apples or bananas?: well am I at home? cuz if I am I have to share with my puppy either way so I don't know, he likes bananas more
:x: blue or red?: but of coarse blue
:x: walmart or target?: it's all about the walmartness....I love that place I could spend hours there....and have on many occasions
:x: spring or fall?: fall I think
:x: what are you gonna do after you finish this?: tv, sleep, that sorta thing
:x: what was the last meal you ate?: well it was at Medieval Times for dinner (a Christmas present early form daddy...thank you!!!) & it wuz chicken & potatoes, & bread, & soup & coffee, & a apple thing...quite yummy
:x: are you bored?: I can't help loving, how wonderful life is now you're in looooovee....as you see I got music goin so of coarse not
:x: last noise you heard?: Ewan Mcgregor
:x: last smell you sniffed: my puppy, again I know I’m weird
:x: last time you went out of state/province?: wow I don't even remember
friendship/love?
:x: do you believe in love at first sight?: no
:x: do you want children one day & if so, how many?: oh I can't wait and 2 a boy and a girl
:x: most important thing to you in a friendship is?: honesty... down to earth<-----can you se why we are best friends???
random stuff?
:x: criminal record?: nope
:x: do you speak any other languages?: I attempt it but french isn't easy
:x: name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: well, my cowboy hats, presents from people, cards, dried flowers & pictures
:x: piercings and where?: 2, ears
:x: worst feeling in the world?: being wrong or bein lied to
:x: whom you love: everyone but some in particular
your?
:x: nickname(s): bill, dc, d, chik, sexy beast, babychick, munchkin, oompa loompa, & the list goes on
:x: initials: DSC
:x: how old do you look?: the oldest I’ve gotten was 15
:x: how old do you act?: depends who I’m with
:x: glasses/contacts?: contacts most of the time if not glasses
:x: braces: nope never
:x: do you have any pets?: 2 dogs
:x: you get: uhh? a paycheck every now & then idk

I know I know, yet again.....this is my place to spill and that I shall....

So why is it that it seemsthat the people that tried ruining one thing in your life somehow end up ruining something else as well? I didn't do anything and yet this chik is all over spreading stuff about me and taking all my guy friends from me. First it was the whole homecoming gig and now it's another good friend of mine. Why do people have to be so rude? Well I'm not going to go into details so I'm out before I say to much.

So yet again something on my mind, what a surprise rite? Ok not really seeing as I'm one of those people that constantly thinks and over things until they are so insanely screwed up in my head that even if I tried to sort them back out it would come out like a jigsaw puzzle that was put in a blender, Yes, I know I’m strange but just deal ok? Ok, now on with my rambling on about my blenderized thoughts...

I got this one thought going through my head about how I'm never going to find the right guy...well I know I will if it is God's plan and I know that I just need to have patience and blah blah blah. Well I can do that but do you know what I really want? I want what I used to have. The best guy friend in the entire world. Better than any other a girl could have. One where it doesn't matter that you just came form your boyfriend's house and you are holding hands with him. One that you can cuddle with and just hold and there are no worries about oh maybe he likes me or vise versa. I miss being able to just call and talk to him for hours upon end about nothing in particular and laugh about everything and anything just because you know the person so well you can almost tell what they are thinking and it just makes you love them so much more. I miss the fact that when something happened neither one of us ever hesitated to pick up the phone right away and call the other without even thinking 'hmm I need to tell them'. I miss just being able to go over there and it not be weird. I miss the warmth of his arms around me and just the feeling I got when he was around. I miss being able to tell him anything and everything and him soaking it all in and not getting bored hearing about all of my crazy drama. I miss the times he would spend the night and when my parents would go to bed he would sit in the hallway and talk so that he wasn't breaking the rules but yet we could stay up and talk half the night. I miss how we could stare into each other's eyes and get lost inside. I miss the friendship I once had. The one that at some point all went bad. I miss the love I have now lost. I would try to get back at all cost, if only I had faith in me, and the future I could better see.



Ok it kind of ended up like a poem but not quite but thats my blabber for today....and yes I haven't taken my zoloft for a couple days so my posts have been a bit down but well thats me so whatever. I just took it a few minutes ago though so it's all good. I will be going now and shall try to update soon. G'day!

I'm back for yet more ranting and I really don't care if you don't like it because it's not for you to decide what I write on here...it's my decision so if ya don't like it don't read it...
Anyway, why is it that society relies so heavily on medications? Is it just me or is it just pathetic? I man I myself take certain prescriptions on a daily basis or almost and well just think....what happened when people didn’t have depression medicine or allergy medicine or what not. I mean they lived they were happy they survived. No big deal yet in today’s world everyone must be upbeat and peppy and oh so cheery all the time. Well ya know what some times people have bad days, and there's not a thing you can do about it. They'll get over it and you will to. Ok just had to say that

Now um let's see only one more day and one more semester until I have no more high school left whatsoever. Weird. I have a lot of things going through my head and well I can't even explain it all. I just wana get it all out. I wana go outa town by myself and just work stuff out in my head for a few days. I just want to get away form everything going on and everybody. No offense to anyone I just wants some time alone to relax and sort myself out. I just wana get it all off my mind. Anyway.... I’m out just wanted to say that.

F:

Your Beauty lies
in Contradiction. Controversial, unpredictable, and
never what anyone expects.
You appearance and your personality are two
opposite things. Even your
appearance sends different signals to different
people. To some you may look
innocent and sweet, to others you look mysterious
and intimidating at the same
time. No one ever knows what to expect with you.
You are a little bit of
everything all mixed together. You can be watching
the football game with the
guys one minute and the next out shopping at the
mall. You seem to be almost a
different person every time you meet someone, but
at the same time you know
exactly who you are and there is always that one
thing that makes you you. You
enjoy keeping people guessing and people love how
completely unpredictable you
are.

Some Things
That Represent You:

Element:
Fire, Water Animal: Chameleon Color:
Dark Tones, Light
Tones Song: Everything by Alanis Morriesette
Expression:
Half-smile

Gemstone:
Opal Mythological Creature: Gryphon,
Half-breeds Planet: Mars Hair
Color: Red Eye Color:
Brown

Quote:
"Appearances can be deceiving."

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So time for my rant that I have wanted to get out but didn’t want to bore one person so I shall more multiple instead. Not really I just don't want to get all up in someone's face and yea. But anyway...

So why is it that people can't just say something when it is on their mind and you know they are thinking it? I mean you can tell that they are hiding something by the way they are acting whether it be stiff or nervous or what not. I mean especially when it has to do with rejection or something of the sort. I mean people say that they don't want to whatever because they don't want to hurt you but I mean do they not know that they are hurting you as they speak? I mean I know I know they think that it might be worse later on or if whatever happens but still. I mean you can't go through life without taking risks. Don't get me wrong I'm not saying that it should be all about that but really, if risks are not taken then you don't get to experience some of the greatest things in life. But no people refuse to take the risks or even tell you that they don't want to take it and ugh.... to put it bluntly people have no self-assurance or courage. Sometimes yes things might hurt but they need to be said rather than just ignored. I mean things happen and sometimes you might wish that they didn't but you can't deny that they did. Because OBVIOUSLY they did and did so for a reason that you or anyone involved might not know. The thing is people might have something to say like 'I like you' or 'I don't like you like that sorry' or what not and to ever say it because it can cause pain, but hear this people...'LIFE IS PAIN'. I mean I know not all of the time but that's what happened when we turned our back on God. We brought pain and suffering into the world by committing sin. I mean it's crappy but it's our fault. You can't escape the pain in life. It's going to happen. You will cause pain and experience it. It is inevitable. DEAL WITH IT! Get over the fact that you might have to hurt someone. Say what needs to be said and get it over with. Don't hide behind the fact you might hurt them...Ya know what? WAAAHHH...Get over it and just say it all ready. It just makes it all worse when you (and please excuse my bluntness) don't have the balls to say what needs to be said. I'm sick of people not having the guts to do what obviously needs to be done. Sometimes you have to be blunt and not sugarcoat things. Stop it! Stop being all nice and trying to make a putdown sound like a compliment. It's not and never will be. So don't try to make it seem as such.

I'm through for now because now I'm just kind of angry....might be back later if not tomorrow

You are Sir Bedevere! Wise and creative, you are
able to counsel others as well as come up with
some really ingenious plans of attack...sort
of.


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Hey everyone. I'm back after awhile of lesser or even none blogging...I know probably not real terms but whatever. I have been really busy and if not that who knows what the deal was. Life is going along quite well I should say. I want to rant about something but I'll leave that for later. I have two more exams till the break and that makes me happy. I don't even have to go to school tomorrow. That is pretty sweet in my opinion. Friday I take the last two and then one more semester until I am out of high school forever. That is so weird to say but hey it works for me. Work is going well as well as most relationships and just life in general so I can't complain. I'm going to head out for now though and maybe have some more for you guys later. Happy Holidays!

THE DEED IS DONE.

Yea I know I haven't had much to my posts latelt but I've been busy and the computer has been down. But I must say this much.....It's all about tonight baby!!! lol...more later if i can....as in tom.

twice in one week.....ah such a great week

he loves me...he never loved me not....HE LOVES ME!!! :)

Ok stupid computer...I had a great post and now I have this....



yes that...I know pathetic but I'm frustrated...I will attempt to equal the greatness of my now nonexistent post.

1st of all I mentioned how great of a green bean casserole maker I am, only the best...There should be an award for it because it is that good. So delicious everyone flocks to the table only to get even the smallest taste of this amazing dish. Only I Bill could make it this delectable. GO ME!!!

Next I went on to ask, who all would be joining the insanity tomorrow morning? I by no means will be one of the people that gets up and only goes to the sales. I will be one of the raving lunatics that gets up at ungodly hours in order to run around town trying to find the best deals. One of the people that sprint past all the other items in the store in order to get the last TV or what not on sale. Pushing people down so that I can get to the next department and beat everyone to the big deal. Buying all the stuff from that store and racing to the next. Getting home at around 12:30 because everyone knows all the good sales end at noon. The ones that come crawling into the house and dropping their bags along the way, only hoping that the rest of the family will not attempt to dig through said bags because of the Christmas presents that might be in the bags. Dying from exhaustion as they hit the bed and nobody should mess with the dead. Everyone knows that when you mess with the dead...YOU ONLY GET HURT.

but yes this is all for my turkey day post. Happy turkey day all!

1a my senior pics...my personal fav 

Well....ok updating, me, hmm anyways....

So I had another date with the most gorgeous girl in the world yesterday. Of coarse I'm talking about my manda. We had so much fun as we always do. We first went over to red robin and had lunch and that was a lot of fun. One of the guys that worked there hit on her. We then went back to her house and after showers and fixing hair we both kinda just randomly fell asleep. Good nap though I must say. We then got up and went and watched tv and stuff and got all pretty. We hit up the Republican/Democrat thanksgiving dinner thing, which was pretty cool. Fun people there like Hunter. He's adorable. Next on to none other but my alan's bball game in which they should have won because the other team was playing dirty basketball and the refs were so bias. Not that I'm bitter or anything though. We then chilled with Kelly and Casey who are awesome. We had a lot of fun just hangin out and being crazy. Great day overall w/o a doubt.

I really want some like veggies right now. I know i'm weird i only say what i think. I'm goin to end this thing and go get some. G'day!

Danita was an Honest Serial Killer in a past life. Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me

this is quit scary if you ask me....but def not true





Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!

this is more liek me or at least i think so..


....yes i was bored and half asleep so i kinda went overboard on the lil quiz things but take if you get bored and let me know what you came up with

BROWN You are usually very straight-forward. You have a passive personality and enjoy nurturing those around you. You are very grounded and prefer to keep things simple and honest. Find out your color at Quiz Me!

take it and let me know yurs!

Wow! so even though I haven't truely been living it, I love college life! I so hope I can get into Baylor because already this weekend has been awesome and I love the place. It is just awesome. I've came to visit with Dustin ans just to hang out and whatnot. Well yes, we went to a late movie last night after some amazing pizza which we got from pap johns. I usualy don't like it but it was greatness. We went to the game today and chilled there for a while and then on to the Christian bookstore called Compass which was awesome. it was huge and I got a new cd by mae. They are awesome as well. We went from there to olive Garden and ate what could be quite possibly the greatest food ever and then to the Richland mall. It was cool I got new pants and a shirt. I know that won't happen a lot in college but it was nice. We continued on to Coldstone which might I say was just incredable. I had the best banana ice cream ever with strawberries mixed in. I just have to stop fot a moment to wipe off the drool....Ok I'm back that is much better. Now we are back at the appartment for Chuck to get a bit of a nap in and then who knows what. This weekend isn't over and I'm having a blast hanging out with my brother and just being a 'college student' for the weekend.

In other news, Chris and Wemdy came in this week and that was pretty cool to see them again. I miss them and all but God has a plan and reason for all of this so no need to dwell on it. They stayed from monday to wednesday and then went back to their new home. They came to sell their house. It was just cool being able to remember the times together and for him to speak again at Soul Food.

I had one of the most amazing conversations yesterday with a dear friend. (I love oyu Megan!!) But yes, we talked for at least an hour or so. It was awesome and we were really connectiong in a way I never have before except with one person but well let's just not go there. No, it felt good to be able to help her and indirectly help myself by just talking everything out. I am so blessed by the amazing friends I have.

Thanksgiving is coming up and Chuck is coming home for the holiday as well as my grandmother. It will be differant because she normally doesn't come down(for holidays) but it'll be cool. I had a Thanksgiving feast at the elementry school yesterday and it was really good. I enjoyed it.

That is pretty much all I have for now. Oh for Christmas I want the following:
Crossfade cd
jewlery
my two front teeth

Gidt card from the following:
Victoria Secret
American Eagle
Aeropostale
Sarbucks
Tia's
Walmart

Well that is just FYI...lol just kidding but I shall leave you with a great song....


All You need is love
Love is just a game
I was made for lovin you baby, You were made for lovin me
The only way of livin me baby is to pay a lovely fee
Just one night give me just one night
There's no way cuz you can't pay
In the name of love, One night in the name of love
You crazy fool, I won't give into you
Don't leave me this way, I can't survive without your sweet love Oh baby don't leave me this way
You'd think that people would had enough of silly love songs
I look around me and I see it isn't so Oh no
Some people wana fill the world with silly love songs
And what'swrong with that, I'd like to know, cuz here I go again, Love lifts us up where we belong, where eagles fly on a mountain high
Love makes us act like we are fools, throw our lives away for one happy day
We could be heros, just for one day
You, you will be mean
No, I won't
And I, I'll drink all the time
We should be lovers
We can't do that
We should be lovers, and that's a fact
Though nothing would keep us together
We could still time just for one day
We could be heros forever and ever
We could be heros forever and ever
We could be heros, just because I will always love you
I can't help lovin...how wonderful life is
Now you're in love!