its been awhile ya but ya i havent been 2 talkative lately...o well a lot has been goin on lately 2...thinkin a lot, doin stuff, & then ya of coarse regalia iz comin up & then carries bday was fri.

speakin of her bday i luv carrie i really do & hope her bday wuz great but sat nite we all as in all her friends went out 2 eat & of coarse there wuz a lot of us so there wuz a long wait but ya know wut? i'm sick of how high schoolers think!!! i mean yes i know i am one but i dont believe that i think the same as most others...i c myself as very diff than A LOT of people & am proud of it. i mean they r so close-minded its stupid how bad it iz. i mean its stupid in the 1st place i mean really. just cuz u dun know sum1 doesnt mean u cant talk 2 them ya know? i mean there wuz a lot of us & granted some of us knew each other & sum of us didnt but the 1s that didnt wouldnt talk 2 any1 else...it wuz so ugh! i hate high school cuz of that!!!its sucha drama driven world that is so stupid its not even funny.....

anyways enough bout that...i've been thinkin a lot lately & a friend raised a question the other day...is it possible to fix things that u screwed up in the past?....i've been thinkin bout that a lot & a lot has been goin on & idn wut 2 make of it ya know? i know some things that have happened in the past that people have wished never happened but i mean u cant change the past. u can only hope for the future 2 b that much better so that it makes up for it. in answer to what this person wants to know i still dont know how to say it but i will say this...things can b old & yet very new at the same time...in other words u can b familiar wit sumthin b4 and then not have anything 2 do wit it 4 awhile & then even tho they knew it at one time so well they have changed so its all new c?

ok i'm goin 2 stop blabbin & go watch tv wit a friend since i'm not really in2 the whole football scene...ya know the super bowl so ya..l8rz