Nov 10, 2004

Well I know it has been awhile, but I have been so busy it's crazy. Senior year is kickig my butt when it comes to how much I am doing. I have decided that I am dropping out of Ac-Dec because it is demanding time that I don't have to give. I am not proud of it but yes. I have to have time to sleep, eat, breathe, you know the usual.

For other news, I got my proofs back for my senior pictures and I love them. It is something new for me and I love it. They are awesome and I can't wait till I can give wallets to people. I hope they love them as much as I do.

Let's see what else is there? Well Fall Fastbreak was great. I will miss that so much next year. Just a quick break from society and all of it's temptations and dramas. I thought a lot while I was there about college and some of my friends and the impact I am leaving on them. I will miss them more than words can express and a few in particular but that is life right? I will miss randomly showing up at Alan's house and talking to him while I play with Sherman. Or showing up at Amanda's and almost being tackled by her giving me a huge hug. Or anything like that. I am going to miss jsut being able to say 'I need you' and they are right there for me to cry on their shoulder if need be. I know that I will make new friends and that life is still going to be great and everything, but I know that I will miss some people here so much it might even put a haze over the fun I can have in college. I know I will miss coming home to my parents after a long day and just hanging out with them while watching tv, as my dad grimmaces and pops my toes. I will miss going to school t Naaman, no matter how strange that might make me sound. I will miss going to high school football games(the last of which was this past friday). I know I need to not worry about it but my best friend in the entire world is here. I don't want to leave. He has taken me through so much and no matter what I know he is there whther we are having problems between us or not. We have known each other for so long we can finish each others sentances and everything and the feeling I get when I'm around him is identical to none other. Not only him but my gorgeous Amanda is here and with her I have more fun than I ever have and that's all in one night. We get into trouble and still make fun out of it. She makes me laugh so hard my eyes are watering and it feels like I just did a hundred sit-ups. All my other friends are here too. I mean I know a lot of them will be going of to college as well but few if any to where I am. I just will miss this life. I say 'this life' because I know that once I leave it will never be the same. I will not have the same feeling around Alan. It will not be the same to get into trouble with Amanda. I guess I just want to say that I want to live this life to the fullest while I'm here. I love you guys.

MOre to come later but for now I am off to chill with Carrie. Peace all.

Oct 24, 2004

seaweeed is cool seaweed is fun....ok not really but it's from finding nemo an insanely great movie. I haven't blogged in a bit cuz well I haven't exactly felt up to the task. Just haven't felt like writting if i was even home.
I noticed tho that no1 ever comments anymore...whats up wit that? not cool very not cool. Well i'm out...comment if ya wana know wuts goin on in my life & i'll tell ya but i have no clue wut 2 say rite now....

Oct 17, 2004

Well I have some things to get off my chest and then I will let you wonderful people know how my life has been going.
This is my rant for today:
So I have noticed this before but not the extent that I saw and was pushed to as of late. The society of today's world has gone to waste in my opinion. The morals of so many have been compromised for the pleasure of the moment. I have been tempted to do things an have heard things from people and friends much less that just saddens me to no end because of how this life they are living will hurt them terribly in the end. They just don't understand. They say 'I just want to have fun.' or 'I'm living life and enjoying myself.' Where do they get this idea that actions have no consequences?? I was recently informed that an old friend of mine will be a father in the months to come. How sad is that? The society is delusional and misinformed and totally off base. Life is not about having fun or enjoying yourself. Everything is not just fun and games. I know I might sound like I'm trying to be holier than thou but I not trying. I am just getting things off my mind that have been bothering me. I want to share this idea with people and let them know that there is more to life than the present. There is great and abundant blessings sent from God. I have been personally blessed by God with my family, friends, job, and home. All of that for what? For only trying to exist in Him instead of for myself. I know I'm definitely not perfect by any means but yet God still decides to bless me. I just wish others could see the down sides of living for the moment. It just ends up hurting you in the end. If for example, one is having sex with the excuse that they are just having fun. Well what if the girl gets pregnant? Or one or both of the two people contract an STD? There are so many things to look at. Things like drugs are without saying not a good idea. I mean all it is doing is hurting your body because you think that you cannot handle the stress or because you just like that hazy feeling. It isn't worth it. All of this to say that I'm just sad that the world has come to what it has. It is something that was coming and no one was stopping it and it still will not quit. Society just needs to see Jesus but refuse to give up their 'fun'.

Well I was going to tell about life right now but after all of that I don't think I can.

Oct 10, 2004

Well Waco was awesome & i love chillin wit my bro. His g/f is really sweet too. She iz cute too. We chilled and stuff. I love my brother's bed. I took a nap on it today after mother made all of us (Andrew, Jeff, Dustin, Laura, her and me. I always sleep better on his bed. But noo he just had to take it with him when he moved to his apartment. Oh well, I have a queen bed that he left here. It isn't as comfortable but it is nice cuz it's all big & stuff.

Anywayz, I'm out I just took a bath and spirit week & i prob wont update till fri or sumthin cuz this week uz crazy...But who knowz well see...

Oct 9, 2004

So...It has been a few days but I have been busy and well having fun so poo on you if you think I should have updated by now. Ok not really but anywayz...

So I am going to homecoming wit Jason a week from today. I can't wait. I kind of wanted him to ask me from the beginning but well things happen for a reason. I don't know what that reason is yet, but I'm sure it is worth it. He is so adorable. He is so polite and sweet too. He always has the best manners and is so chivalrous. It makes me feel so special when I'm around him. I don't like him, don't get me wrong but he is just an awesome guy. If he was a Christian he would be insanely close to the guy I want to marry but he is not. Please pray for me as I have been and will be trying to witness to him, as he is Mormon.

Other news, I love my bedrug! I was hanging out in a parking lot last night after going to eat with Serena and Joseph. I miss him. He's my buddy. We just chilled and looked at airplanes. I would say stars but we could only see one due to the lights of the parking lot. The bedrug is very comfortable though. Thank you Daddy & Mother!!!

Let's see what else do I have for you, Oh I am thinking of cutting my hair after homecoming (it needs to be long enough for an updo). Let me know if you think it will look ok. I want to cut it to how short it was freshman year. I'm not quite sure about it.

Oh the Hawk Nelson concert is getting closer! YAY! I can't wait. I love them. It is a great group and the song "Every Little Thing" is an awesome song. The concert is just going to rock. I shall let you lovely people know how insanely sweet it was.

MY mavericks are coming back! I can't wait for the first game. It starts during church so I won't be able to see it right then sadly but you bet I'm am going to TIVO it and as soon as I get home...MAVERICKS!!! I will be decked out in my Mav gear and ready to rock. It is still very hard to cope with the fact that my dearest Nash has left the Mavs and went to Phoenix, but I without a doubt will be at the game when he comes to town. I will be wearing my homemade shirt (well not really but I had it made) that will support him in all he does. He will always be my Nash. Najera also left which makes me sad but not nearly as much as Nash. He went to Golden State and I will be at those games as well. He is my teddy bear. He has a great voice with the accent and all.

Well I believe that is it for now. Hope ya'll are doing well...G'day.

Oct 4, 2004


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Oct 2, 2004

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Well it indeed has been awhile but I've been busy and if not that sleeping. I have had a lot going on lately, both mentally and by the calendar. It has been crazy and I think that could be the reason I didn't wake up till 4:30 today. I know it is crazy but it happened.
I'm still tired is the strange thing and plus I don't feel well, for what reason I also do not know. So how are things with my beautiful readers? I hope you are doing well. I am pretty good. I have been happy because I am pretty sure that I will have all A's on my report card. It's a first but it is awesome. I am so proud of myself. It makes me so proud.

Oh and get this, my awesome parents got me a bed cover for my grades. I mean, I was happy anyways about getting the grades but then just out of nowhere I get a bed cover to cover up all the scratches on my truck bed. It is an awesome cover. It is called a bed rug and it like is conformed to the ridges in the bed and so it isn't all hard and it's like a big cushion for it. It is so sweet. I can lay in it and not have to complain about the stupid metal ridge things hurting. Thanks daddy & mother!

Um let's see what else is new. Well I am going to have to tell someone something that I am not quite looking forward to but I have to. Please pray for me in doing that.

Umm, I think that is it for now but I'm hoping that I can update more often.



Sep 26, 2004

Well it has been awhile but I've been crazy busy cept yest & 2day but that consisted of sleep. I have been workin and goin 2 tutorials to keep up get this....All A's!!! How exciting? VERY! It has never happened to me before and I'm working hard to do it. I love life, it is going great. I have a few small issues of which I won't go into detail but if you would pray for me I would really appreciate it.
I went to the game Friday. It was awesome until the clock had no more time on it and the refs called some bogus sumthin or another and the other team got another second & somehow won. We were cheated. Not cool but what can you do besides yell at the refs for favoring the other team. Which of coarse we did that night because it was so true. Let's see what else is going on. Umm I joined AcDec.
OH! I got a new dress. I don't know when I'm going to wear it though. One of the dances duh but which one? So many choices.

Well I'm out...

Sep 20, 2004

not much to say rite now....life's great, got a hc date, BU (Baylor for all of you that are not cool) wuz amazing but exhausting, & i'm kinda sick rite now so i'm out...

Sep 15, 2004


AWWW!!! her brother, Jadon. He's the most adorable lil boy ever....even though i might be a lil bias but o well Posted by Hello

isn't she adorable? i miss her so much. I talked to melanie yest. (her mother, my cousin) and she sed that school wuz goin well 4 her which makes me happy. I hope to go see them soon. And good news! She might b comin down 4 my graduation!!! HOw exciting iz that? Two bonuses in one! That thrills me to no end. Posted by Hello

Sep 6, 2004

Well this weekend has been awesome so far and hopefully it will just get better. On Friday I had a lot of fun at the game with Ck and hoez and Carrie. OH! And I saw an old friend I haven't talked to in awhile. Josh Kessell! HE is adorable and it was great to see him again. Well after that Ck and I went and hung out at denny's....lol don't ask. Then we went and remembered our childhood by going to a playground. I love those things to no end. They take me back and make me happy. It is awesome going to a playground and remembering all the times that you had in elementary school. Needless to say I had a great time.
Well Sat., I went and chilled with my Manda! at tias. We had so much fun! Daniel was working(my friend I met through my mother.) and we met his friend while we were there. He was really cool. I mean, granted Daniel is awesome so why wouldn't Chris be but ya. We sat and talked and got to know each other. Chris and I talked about how I am going into the ministry and he was really encouraging me in that. It made me happy. Well Manda ended up spending the night and of coarse that was great. I always have such a great time with her. We chased the sunset, we make friends with just about everyone, and we just always have a blast. *Muah* I love you!!!
Well Sunday was, of coarse, church and then after Sunday School I went home and took a nap because of a pesky migraine. Great nap though! After that a few people called and that was cool and I talked to Casey as well. We ended up going to chill later on and we went and saw Bourne Supremacy. It was decent. It was the second time I watched it so yea. I was totally lost the first time and the second time as only a bit better. I understood some of it this time and it wasn't too bad. It was fun though hanging out with him and getting to know him better. He is really easy to talk to. We talked throughout the whole movie almost, lol ok not really but afterwards when we were hanging out at Red Robin we just talked and talked. Great stuff.
Today I was able to sleep in and it felt so good. I talked to Manda once again and I think we might have a hoedown later on. lol Ok not really but I want to have a few people over for a pool partay. It should be cool.
Well I shall be back later but if not.....I love you guys and thanks for making life grand!

Sep 4, 2004


I was just looking at my pictures on my computer and saw this one. I miss her so much. She is so adorable and I don't get to see her enough. It is the same with her brother, but I son't have a picture of him on here. I hope to go see them sometime soon thoug. The sooner the better. I love you Jenessa and Jadon! Posted by Hello

Aug 30, 2004

so life is going great & I have none other than God to thank for that.

school is goin awesome and i'm loving my classes except for econ which is like wow lame but i gotta pass so....well other than that my job is amazing i am loving it like ya!! it just rocks! uhh wut else.....dun got much else rite now...more l8r....luv yall

Aug 27, 2004

I am back! Oh I know you are so excited to hear from me again. I am just that exciting.

So about my week. I had a great week. Insanely full, but oh so good. I love my new job. It is so much fun to take care of kids. I love them so much and my boss is so sweet. She is really cool. I love the kids, we only had a few issues this week but you know how the whole 'gotta test the new girl' thing is. It's all good now though.

School is going great and I have good classes and friends in said classes. It also seems this year that I am getting closer to all of my friends, I really think that it is a blessing from God. Not that I deserve it but it is not like I deserve to live either. He just gives us great things because of His intense love for us. Ain't it grand??

I have been busy with other things to this week. I went and saw my adorable Johnny. He and his band played at Garland High School yesterday night at Battle of the Bands. He was so good. I was amazed. He had great stage presance and sang great as well. I also saw Alyssa there even though I didn't know she would be performing. She was as always great. They both proved to me how much talent they have. Not that they needed to.

Oh I am, as ogf now, at my lovely Amanda Lark's house and we are having tons of fun as we alwyas do. She is my favorite, in the words of J.D. We always have so much fun. Like the time at six flags when we...

Well I am going to go for the night and hang out with her some more. I love you all. *Muah*


well it is the end of the week and i am exhausted but great....
i'm at my mandas eatin sum chinese & havin sum fun....post more l8r......

Aug 22, 2004

Wow this week has been crazy yet awesome. Some days were better than other and some blew some out of the water. I had a great weekend although I'm dead from it all now. I shall explain...

First of all I had a good day Friday and then went from school to Chikfila to drop off shibby (serena). Then I went to a what I have been calling job interview. I got it!!! Sorry I'm a bit excited about it. It is the best job ever. I will be taking care of two of the most adorable kids ever for about 2 and a half hours a day. You want to know how much? Ten bucks an hr plus gas money to take the little girl to dance classes. Then I don't even work on Fridays. It should be great.

We had the welcome to the youth group retreat Friday night for all the incoming 7th graders and i;m what we call a big sister so i went. I met my little sister, Courtney Samson, who is lemme tell ya awesome. We had a lot of fun which included a flour fight which cool and just yea. We stayed up till 530 and then woke up at 10. Craziness i tell you craziness!

Then sat. night i was supposed to go to hang out with someone but they never called so I chilled with Shibby. She ended up spending the night and we went to church for the promotion sunday thing. I am in my daddy's ss class now. Then lunch at spring creek which was awesome & then home for a min. just to leave again to go to the mall where I got a new hoodie. It's green! :) Then church and SNAC afterwards which was cool. I'm soo tired now but I think it was worth it.

I will leave you with this though. NEVER share a full size bed with two other people.....BIG mistake!