Wow, this weekend was kinda weird. i don't know why but it has been. It is over now but still. It was a mixture of things like Adri spending the night, her and Dana swimmin with me, gettin a sunburn on my butt (which i don't know how it happened because make no mistake i was wearing a swimsuit), and my dad's bday. A lot going on that's for sure.
Man 2 more days. The sucky part about that though is two days later i leave for mission trip and ya. I mean i get to spend time with all my church people but not with my rickey whom i miss seeing. I can't even talk to him really now. I just miss him. He's my lil rickey and yet he's...ugh i won't bore you with the details of my life.
I'm out for now and i might post another time before i leave but who knows. Gnight all
May 31, 2004
May 26, 2004
Wow...What a day! Craziness I tell you craziness!
After a day like this I just don't feel like doing much. I just want to go home and watch a sad movie or something ya know? I don't want to talk about it because I've already done enough of that but ya. Nah I also want to just like go home & lay out or something, not because it would help me get a tan because well yea right! But ya it's just a good feeling. I just want to chill by myself but whatever.
Schools out, senior...whoop de doo...Yes I'm not all that excited but I think it is just the whole day getting to me. Whatever though I'll stop complaining and blabbing and let ya'll go...
After a day like this I just don't feel like doing much. I just want to go home and watch a sad movie or something ya know? I don't want to talk about it because I've already done enough of that but ya. Nah I also want to just like go home & lay out or something, not because it would help me get a tan because well yea right! But ya it's just a good feeling. I just want to chill by myself but whatever.
Schools out, senior...whoop de doo...Yes I'm not all that excited but I think it is just the whole day getting to me. Whatever though I'll stop complaining and blabbing and let ya'll go...
May 25, 2004
Well, I'm here at the ol' office again. I'm going to the dentist in a few but other than that I'm bored and I thought I'd blog before I left.
So one more exam and I'm a senior in high school. Scary rite? I know. It really is. Me of all people being a leader in the school. Granted it is only because of the whole being older thing but still. It means that younger people might look up to me as an example. Not because I'm tall or anything but Because I'm a senior. I never knew what the allure was to being a senior although as most do, I dreamed of the days that I would become one. Now that I am so close it doesn't really seem all as great as I once dreamed. Maybe I just know better than to think it is some big thing anymore or maybe I just haven't realized I don't know. It is a scary thought in a way though. Just think all you juniors, almost seniors, in a year from now we will be getting ready to move out of our home that we've lived in for so long and out into the world to try to accomplish great things. I don't know if I'm ready for the whole world ya know? I mean don't get me wrong I'm excited but still.
Summer is going to be busy I think. I already have things planned out for a lot of it. I already have a party thing this coming friday at my house. I got stuff with my Rickey on sat. Next week I'm not quite sure what all is going on. I know it's going to be somewhat busy though. Craziness I know.
Well I'm out for now. Going to the dentist and then home to wait for dad to head to go swimsuit shopping. G'day all!
So one more exam and I'm a senior in high school. Scary rite? I know. It really is. Me of all people being a leader in the school. Granted it is only because of the whole being older thing but still. It means that younger people might look up to me as an example. Not because I'm tall or anything but Because I'm a senior. I never knew what the allure was to being a senior although as most do, I dreamed of the days that I would become one. Now that I am so close it doesn't really seem all as great as I once dreamed. Maybe I just know better than to think it is some big thing anymore or maybe I just haven't realized I don't know. It is a scary thought in a way though. Just think all you juniors, almost seniors, in a year from now we will be getting ready to move out of our home that we've lived in for so long and out into the world to try to accomplish great things. I don't know if I'm ready for the whole world ya know? I mean don't get me wrong I'm excited but still.
Summer is going to be busy I think. I already have things planned out for a lot of it. I already have a party thing this coming friday at my house. I got stuff with my Rickey on sat. Next week I'm not quite sure what all is going on. I know it's going to be somewhat busy though. Craziness I know.
Well I'm out for now. Going to the dentist and then home to wait for dad to head to go swimsuit shopping. G'day all!
May 24, 2004
i've been thinking a lot lately about my lil 2nd cousin. I miss her alot. I'm hoping to get to go visit her, her brother, and her mother which is my fav. cousin in the world. She is just the best. No, but this is a picture of me with Jenessa around the end of December last year. I can't wait to see her again. She's the cutest. Also another plus, she gives me a workout lol. :)
May 21, 2004
i had a good nite although it woulda been better if i got to talk to my rickey but thats my fault. But ya, i went to see Shrek 2 which was funny and before that i went and tried on like 50 swimsuits &get this get to go tom & try on some more & even better...i get to get a top that shows my stomach!!! You know how much easier that makes it to find one i like? like wow!?! & i found the cutest one but daddy & me gotta agree on one ya know? I'll be sure to update yall tom. though after i get it. Whatever it is it'll be better than any other one I've ever had. anywayz....I'm gone for the nite...But here's something you might wana try...The grilled chicken wrap from sonic actually really good...ya I'm out
Ah, yes i can now post pics on here & u better believe I'll b doin it & that means posting more. yay rite? i think so...
so life's going along and exams are going on and all and I'm home not taking them. ok, well i do have to take two. alg 2 because i need the exam to pass for the semester. The other i just have to take because i don't have a fourth exemption. Granted I'm only supposed to get 3 but it would be nice ya know? But ya so I'm goin to take the tech exam because it's not like it'll b much and then also my rickey will be in there as well as chester, stephen, and haylea. It shouldn't be too bad.
i wore a shirt today and get this...i liked how it looked. Surprise rite? Well it made my eyes look really sweet. so ya.
oh. i wana go see Shrek 2. It looks awesome. I love donkey. He's the best. I kinda feel like I'm like him at times. Do yall agree? I'm also dory from finding nemo though. She's just the most awesomest ever.'Just keep swimmin...'
so life's going along and exams are going on and all and I'm home not taking them. ok, well i do have to take two. alg 2 because i need the exam to pass for the semester. The other i just have to take because i don't have a fourth exemption. Granted I'm only supposed to get 3 but it would be nice ya know? But ya so I'm goin to take the tech exam because it's not like it'll b much and then also my rickey will be in there as well as chester, stephen, and haylea. It shouldn't be too bad.
i wore a shirt today and get this...i liked how it looked. Surprise rite? Well it made my eyes look really sweet. so ya.
oh. i wana go see Shrek 2. It looks awesome. I love donkey. He's the best. I kinda feel like I'm like him at times. Do yall agree? I'm also dory from finding nemo though. She's just the most awesomest ever.'Just keep swimmin...'
May 12, 2004
May 10, 2004
Well I'm back & living to say the least. Life has been kind of tough lately but I'm working through it i think. One thing though...i must say something....
i don't know how many people there are that like rickey or dislike him or our relationship but here it is plain and simple. I don't care. I know how I feel about him and I'm not going to change that because of how other people feel about him. I am truly happy with this kid. He makes me feel good about me. Not like other guys have but its different. It's new & great. I have so much fun every time I'm with him and can't explain the feeling I get. We will be together till we find a problem and not until then. I know what you are prob. thinking, 'Wow look at how much she cares about my opinion.' But Newsflash! It is my life and will always be that way. I go to those that I feel know me best and see what they think. Some have different opinions than me but the majority likes him. And they can also see how happy I am with him. Therefore don't think stuff like 'he's bad for her' or whatever. I'm happy rite? YES! So let me be please.
Anyways, had to get that off my mind but now I don't have all too much to say. School is coming to an end. We got our yearbooks in and they aren't all too horrible. Life's pretty good rite now. I'll leave you people with this stuff because that's all I can think of for now.
i don't know how many people there are that like rickey or dislike him or our relationship but here it is plain and simple. I don't care. I know how I feel about him and I'm not going to change that because of how other people feel about him. I am truly happy with this kid. He makes me feel good about me. Not like other guys have but its different. It's new & great. I have so much fun every time I'm with him and can't explain the feeling I get. We will be together till we find a problem and not until then. I know what you are prob. thinking, 'Wow look at how much she cares about my opinion.' But Newsflash! It is my life and will always be that way. I go to those that I feel know me best and see what they think. Some have different opinions than me but the majority likes him. And they can also see how happy I am with him. Therefore don't think stuff like 'he's bad for her' or whatever. I'm happy rite? YES! So let me be please.
Anyways, had to get that off my mind but now I don't have all too much to say. School is coming to an end. We got our yearbooks in and they aren't all too horrible. Life's pretty good rite now. I'll leave you people with this stuff because that's all I can think of for now.
Apr 27, 2004
bloggin again and w/in a week! What a concept! Well I'm at my usual dwelling after school now a days & that would b my daddys office. ya just sitting here eating a yummy snocone from tc mm mm good. gotta love it.
well...Had TAKS 2day, not great but gives you a lot of free time to do whatever the heck you feel like after you finish. Me being the oh so smart person I am (yea rite) finished at 9:40ish & then had bout an hour & a half to blow. Well I started on a crossword which made me feel kinda stupid so I moved on to looking at a swimsuit catalogue( I need a new one for the summer) & that began to bore me, so lately I moved on to writing my rickey a note & colorin it cuz of coarse what else was there to do? Then I was so rudely interrupted by cayo known to most as john. nah just messin we started talking and then we moved on to be entrained by the great Carrie herself. Yes, she is very amusing. Got love her. I sure do! Then off to my English class for pizza and a movie. My English class is great. As I often say lol...gotta love it! Tom. We are getting subway & watchin yet another movie. Great stuff. We got two more days of this TAKS mess then an A day. Easy day in other words.
Oh wow! Advice time!!! NEVER EVER NEVER eat like a 1/4 of a pan of 7 layer dip. BIG MISTAKE! I know because I did yesterday. Yes I was the one smart enough to try that out. I was supposed to do a how-to speech in none other than speech class & well I decided to speak on how to make 7 layer dip. The requirements said that if it was food that you had to bring a finished sample. Well I did and I got an 81 on my speech because it was too short. How long can you make it I mean really but anyways not the point. Well I then continued on to pass out some to everyone that wanted to try it & then ended up with about a 1/4 left. Well me being the smart one I am decides 'hey I can just eat this & then I won't have to carry it around all day.' STUPID!!! No instead having to carry a simple little pan around school for a little while I instead made myself want to puke because I had so much food in me & not the greatest food to eat a lot of anyways yah know? That and I had onion breath day after that. Yummy! lol But, I learned my lesson. Take it from me...Just say No!
I don't know who will be reading this but I do have one thing to say to a lot of people. I'm sorry for what I did and to those that know what I'm talking about that means you. I shouldn't have done it and I know I made a huge mistake. I can't in any way make it less than it was and wish I could go back and not have done it. I am however paying for what I have done and it is not fun but I know I deserve it if not more.
To those I haven't really talked to lately, don't think I'm just ignoring you or anything. I just have been as I said yesterday grounded. I will sometime in the near future (in other words a week or so) get to you. Don't think I don't love you because like wow I do.
To those that I have wronged, I love you more than life itself and do not know where I would be without you. I have done so much to hurt you and have tried so hard to hide things from you. Please forgive me. I know what I have done is wrong and by saying all this I am just wanting to let you know. I appreciate everything you do for me and will always know deep in my heart that whether I understand it now or not that you are just trying to do the best thing for me. I thank you from the bottom of my heart an hope to somehow repay you someday.
I'm going to wrap this up for today and leave with this...
We can always ask for forgiveness and the Bible teaches it as well but we can never go back and undo things we've done. So watch your step and don't loose track. You will then not regret things you've done.
well...Had TAKS 2day, not great but gives you a lot of free time to do whatever the heck you feel like after you finish. Me being the oh so smart person I am (yea rite) finished at 9:40ish & then had bout an hour & a half to blow. Well I started on a crossword which made me feel kinda stupid so I moved on to looking at a swimsuit catalogue( I need a new one for the summer) & that began to bore me, so lately I moved on to writing my rickey a note & colorin it cuz of coarse what else was there to do? Then I was so rudely interrupted by cayo known to most as john. nah just messin we started talking and then we moved on to be entrained by the great Carrie herself. Yes, she is very amusing. Got love her. I sure do! Then off to my English class for pizza and a movie. My English class is great. As I often say lol...gotta love it! Tom. We are getting subway & watchin yet another movie. Great stuff. We got two more days of this TAKS mess then an A day. Easy day in other words.
Oh wow! Advice time!!! NEVER EVER NEVER eat like a 1/4 of a pan of 7 layer dip. BIG MISTAKE! I know because I did yesterday. Yes I was the one smart enough to try that out. I was supposed to do a how-to speech in none other than speech class & well I decided to speak on how to make 7 layer dip. The requirements said that if it was food that you had to bring a finished sample. Well I did and I got an 81 on my speech because it was too short. How long can you make it I mean really but anyways not the point. Well I then continued on to pass out some to everyone that wanted to try it & then ended up with about a 1/4 left. Well me being the smart one I am decides 'hey I can just eat this & then I won't have to carry it around all day.' STUPID!!! No instead having to carry a simple little pan around school for a little while I instead made myself want to puke because I had so much food in me & not the greatest food to eat a lot of anyways yah know? That and I had onion breath day after that. Yummy! lol But, I learned my lesson. Take it from me...Just say No!
I don't know who will be reading this but I do have one thing to say to a lot of people. I'm sorry for what I did and to those that know what I'm talking about that means you. I shouldn't have done it and I know I made a huge mistake. I can't in any way make it less than it was and wish I could go back and not have done it. I am however paying for what I have done and it is not fun but I know I deserve it if not more.
To those I haven't really talked to lately, don't think I'm just ignoring you or anything. I just have been as I said yesterday grounded. I will sometime in the near future (in other words a week or so) get to you. Don't think I don't love you because like wow I do.
To those that I have wronged, I love you more than life itself and do not know where I would be without you. I have done so much to hurt you and have tried so hard to hide things from you. Please forgive me. I know what I have done is wrong and by saying all this I am just wanting to let you know. I appreciate everything you do for me and will always know deep in my heart that whether I understand it now or not that you are just trying to do the best thing for me. I thank you from the bottom of my heart an hope to somehow repay you someday.
I'm going to wrap this up for today and leave with this...
We can always ask for forgiveness and the Bible teaches it as well but we can never go back and undo things we've done. So watch your step and don't loose track. You will then not regret things you've done.
Apr 26, 2004
its been awhile but i've been busy....well not much 2 say but i'm grounded 4 doin sumthin stupid...ya i wont go into that ....
how iz every1? i'm good, school iz goin better cept 4 AAAHHH!!! TAKS tom! i hate TAKS ugh i hate tests but they're part of life rite? well i'm out 4 now maybe ill post sumthin l8r who knowz
how iz every1? i'm good, school iz goin better cept 4 AAAHHH!!! TAKS tom! i hate TAKS ugh i hate tests but they're part of life rite? well i'm out 4 now maybe ill post sumthin l8r who knowz
Apr 5, 2004
it's been a few days...
well things are going great, i got my rickey & his hair lol...nah i like him for more than his hair. he's greatness. we've gone out on a few lil dates & 2 with Christina & chester who r now official...congrats to my bestest friend! love you chika!
life's goin along, school's well school & church is good. oh & guess wut!!! scarborough fair opens this weekend!!! isn't that the greatest thing ever??? i think so. i love that place! all the food, costumes (i soooo wish i had one), & just the atmosphere....u better believe i'll be there sat. when they open.
well not much else...summers gettin closer..yay! uhh thats all folks!
well things are going great, i got my rickey & his hair lol...nah i like him for more than his hair. he's greatness. we've gone out on a few lil dates & 2 with Christina & chester who r now official...congrats to my bestest friend! love you chika!
life's goin along, school's well school & church is good. oh & guess wut!!! scarborough fair opens this weekend!!! isn't that the greatest thing ever??? i think so. i love that place! all the food, costumes (i soooo wish i had one), & just the atmosphere....u better believe i'll be there sat. when they open.
well not much else...summers gettin closer..yay! uhh thats all folks!
Mar 24, 2004
ya it's been a few days but hey its all good. i've been kinda busy. some1 keeps me up at nite so it's not like i can do much cuz i'm alwayz 2 tired but anywayz...
howz life 4 everyone? peachy i hope. i've been thining about a lot lately and i've made a lot of progress in a lot of ways & i'm proud of myself...u should b proud of me 2! :)
not much 2 really talk about, uh me n rickey r 2gether, uhh gettin a new cell phone, not doin 2 hott in my classes but tryin 2 do well, & uh my men r cuttin their hair..not 2 cool but wut can i do rite? well thats all 4 now..i know not 2 excitin but sry i have a life & i'm not goin 2 waste it on here all the time
howz life 4 everyone? peachy i hope. i've been thining about a lot lately and i've made a lot of progress in a lot of ways & i'm proud of myself...u should b proud of me 2! :)
not much 2 really talk about, uh me n rickey r 2gether, uhh gettin a new cell phone, not doin 2 hott in my classes but tryin 2 do well, & uh my men r cuttin their hair..not 2 cool but wut can i do rite? well thats all 4 now..i know not 2 excitin but sry i have a life & i'm not goin 2 waste it on here all the time
Mar 17, 2004
Well isn't life just full of surprises?
yes random but if ya knew how my life's been going then u would understand. but how is every1?
i'm great! i'm a free woman & it feels great! i mean don't get me wrong relationships are fun stuff but wow...they can be stressful & middle schoolish. if ya know what i mean. plus, flirting is so much fun and there's always someone watching ya know? oh well other than that & i got my regalia pics & well stuff ;) lol everything iz decent. that stuff is just greatness ya know?
well now it is time for bill 2 just let it all out. not really i just like the way it sounds lol i know i'm strange. here it is though:
Life. got that much? good. What makes it good and fulfilling? What makes a person truly happy? Who's to say that for instance certain clothes or popularity or relationships make people happy? Is it that only certain things can make everyone happy or is it that anything can make anyone happy? I think personally (and if you don't want to hear it don't read it) it all depends on the person, their needs, desires & past on what truly makes one happy. For example being popular could be a dream come true for someone and then it will keep them happy right? NO! People change as does the things that make them happy. We all are happy & yet have our bad days. There are reasons for that. You can not be 'happy' in society's definition and yet still have joy. Yes joy, it is what you have when you have a personal relationship with the most high God of this world. I have that and I'm good. I don't need to be what society believes is happy just so that I can please everyone else. I don't need that. It is a buttload of crap. I have joy & Christ and that is all I ever need for now and forever. Yes, granted there are awesome things in life like the mavs, great friends, family, and more. But all of those are of this world and I don't need them. It has taken me a long time to realize this simple concept. I'm very happy though now and I'm going to enjoy it.
If you actually read through all this, thank you and I appreciate it. Love you guys
yes random but if ya knew how my life's been going then u would understand. but how is every1?
i'm great! i'm a free woman & it feels great! i mean don't get me wrong relationships are fun stuff but wow...they can be stressful & middle schoolish. if ya know what i mean. plus, flirting is so much fun and there's always someone watching ya know? oh well other than that & i got my regalia pics & well stuff ;) lol everything iz decent. that stuff is just greatness ya know?
well now it is time for bill 2 just let it all out. not really i just like the way it sounds lol i know i'm strange. here it is though:
Life. got that much? good. What makes it good and fulfilling? What makes a person truly happy? Who's to say that for instance certain clothes or popularity or relationships make people happy? Is it that only certain things can make everyone happy or is it that anything can make anyone happy? I think personally (and if you don't want to hear it don't read it) it all depends on the person, their needs, desires & past on what truly makes one happy. For example being popular could be a dream come true for someone and then it will keep them happy right? NO! People change as does the things that make them happy. We all are happy & yet have our bad days. There are reasons for that. You can not be 'happy' in society's definition and yet still have joy. Yes joy, it is what you have when you have a personal relationship with the most high God of this world. I have that and I'm good. I don't need to be what society believes is happy just so that I can please everyone else. I don't need that. It is a buttload of crap. I have joy & Christ and that is all I ever need for now and forever. Yes, granted there are awesome things in life like the mavs, great friends, family, and more. But all of those are of this world and I don't need them. It has taken me a long time to realize this simple concept. I'm very happy though now and I'm going to enjoy it.
If you actually read through all this, thank you and I appreciate it. Love you guys
Mar 14, 2004
ugh...thinkin 2 much has its major downsides.....i hate it...y must i over think everything that ever happens in my life? it's stupid but it's not like i'm stoppin anytime soon & y? i dun even know... i've tried it's not that i haven't it just doesn't work. oh well wut else can ya do?
well the loveliness of the all mighty spring break is now over & school returns tom. lemme tell ya how excited i am...well let's c...i'm not! many reasons but i won't go in2 that. there r 2 or 3 reasons tho that i'm happy bout school coming about again. i won't go in2 those either 4 well, reasons which guess wut! i'm not going 2 go in2 those either...y? cuz i'm allowed 2 do that & if yur just dying 2 know then ask but no promises
well ya this week wuz well ok i guess.....sum things coulda been like 10 times better but the other stuff wuz awesome...thnx 2 those that were involved...luv yall guys.
i'm off 4 now tho but i will ask yall 1 question 1st....is it just me or does the world seem to get more & more corrupt as each day goes by?
well the loveliness of the all mighty spring break is now over & school returns tom. lemme tell ya how excited i am...well let's c...i'm not! many reasons but i won't go in2 that. there r 2 or 3 reasons tho that i'm happy bout school coming about again. i won't go in2 those either 4 well, reasons which guess wut! i'm not going 2 go in2 those either...y? cuz i'm allowed 2 do that & if yur just dying 2 know then ask but no promises
well ya this week wuz well ok i guess.....sum things coulda been like 10 times better but the other stuff wuz awesome...thnx 2 those that were involved...luv yall guys.
i'm off 4 now tho but i will ask yall 1 question 1st....is it just me or does the world seem to get more & more corrupt as each day goes by?
Mar 9, 2004
well it's spring break...party!!! rite? isn't that how it's suposed 2 b? well wut if i'm happy w/ just hangin out w/ a few friends at diff times throughout the week? 2day wuz really awesome. i saw a few of my men. aren't they great? u gotta luv em all. the rest i will c sumtime throughout the week prob but who knowz rite? i hope so...men r great. i don't know wut i'd do w/o em. i mean chiks r ok but i'd just not rather hang w/ guys but ugh i just can't explain it...guys r just the awesomest
well i'm gettin better & better & lifes lookin up...thinkin bout a lot of stuff but i'm good. well i'm off 2 chill wit the parentals 4 a bit b4 i talk 2 kev & then hopefully sleep.... g'nite & g'day all
well i'm gettin better & better & lifes lookin up...thinkin bout a lot of stuff but i'm good. well i'm off 2 chill wit the parentals 4 a bit b4 i talk 2 kev & then hopefully sleep.... g'nite & g'day all
Mar 4, 2004
i felt like writing so here i am! yes very exciting i know....anywayz who else just absolutely luvs pasta? i think every1 should. why? cuz its just like the best stuff on earth besides like kool-aid & green bean casserole....only 2 name my fav foods....but ya food iz 1a my good friends....yes i sed food iz my friend & why shouldnt it b? anything can b yur friend if ya want it 2 b. or at least i think so. some things just like 2 b difficult like saaayy asparagus...just gross!!! it smells it looks like thick weeds & it tastes like weeds. not cool not a friend of mine
well startin 2 plan out my spring break..so far ive got 2 things goin 4 me & waitin on 2 or 3 people 2 let me know...1 in particular...but we'll c wut happens...it will b fun i'm convinced & if it isnt the best then life goez on its just a week outa life.
ya know wut iz cool that happened 2day? besides the rain...that wuz pretty sweet....i wuz like sittin in my truck & it wuz all like movin & stuff...spiffy let me tell ya. but anywayz....ya so i wuz in french & me & chester were talkin of coarse cuz well we like 2 talk 2 people & we're friends so it works rite? duh! well ya & we started talkin bout food we were wantin & i wuz cravin pizza not that i need it but ya...& get this i kept wantin it more & more as the day went on & i went 2 daddys office after school 2 get sum money & guess wut he had...pizza!!! i know rite its all 2 cool....lol
no u know wut a really good feeling iz? bein pampered for any amount of time...like 2day...o man i luv goin 2 get my nails done...but i went 2day & it mite sound weird but deal wit me...chiks mite know wut im sayin tho..u know how when u get yur nails done & u sumtimes c the 1 person gettin a manicure & pedicure at the same time & u get sumwhat jealous? well :D i got 2 b that person 2day...i felt special...good stuff
well i'm out...think bout this tho...do u ever REALLY know some1? i mean u can know them 4ever & then 1 day they can just outa nowhere surprise u w/ sumthin thats just 'so not them'...i think personally that u never really do know everything bout a person...cuz once u think that they'll just show u sumthin new...
well startin 2 plan out my spring break..so far ive got 2 things goin 4 me & waitin on 2 or 3 people 2 let me know...1 in particular...but we'll c wut happens...it will b fun i'm convinced & if it isnt the best then life goez on its just a week outa life.
ya know wut iz cool that happened 2day? besides the rain...that wuz pretty sweet....i wuz like sittin in my truck & it wuz all like movin & stuff...spiffy let me tell ya. but anywayz....ya so i wuz in french & me & chester were talkin of coarse cuz well we like 2 talk 2 people & we're friends so it works rite? duh! well ya & we started talkin bout food we were wantin & i wuz cravin pizza not that i need it but ya...& get this i kept wantin it more & more as the day went on & i went 2 daddys office after school 2 get sum money & guess wut he had...pizza!!! i know rite its all 2 cool....lol
no u know wut a really good feeling iz? bein pampered for any amount of time...like 2day...o man i luv goin 2 get my nails done...but i went 2day & it mite sound weird but deal wit me...chiks mite know wut im sayin tho..u know how when u get yur nails done & u sumtimes c the 1 person gettin a manicure & pedicure at the same time & u get sumwhat jealous? well :D i got 2 b that person 2day...i felt special...good stuff
well i'm out...think bout this tho...do u ever REALLY know some1? i mean u can know them 4ever & then 1 day they can just outa nowhere surprise u w/ sumthin thats just 'so not them'...i think personally that u never really do know everything bout a person...cuz once u think that they'll just show u sumthin new...
well life def has its twists & turns dont it? i personally think so. but wutever
so every1 ready 4 spring break? i kinda am....its all a weird mind thing...i like it & all but at the same time theres a certain downside 2 it. i wont go into detail but if ya really wana know just ask.
well dun got much else 2 say which seems 2 b a trend lately....more later maybe...if yur lucky
so every1 ready 4 spring break? i kinda am....its all a weird mind thing...i like it & all but at the same time theres a certain downside 2 it. i wont go into detail but if ya really wana know just ask.
well dun got much else 2 say which seems 2 b a trend lately....more later maybe...if yur lucky
Feb 29, 2004
ok again ya its been a while but ask me how much i care...go ahead...ya thats rite i dont...i got enough things that i'm stressed pr wutever bout they i could not care less bout this stupid thing rite now prob the only reason i'm even updatin it iz cuz well i have nuthin better 2 do cuz i have no life...so ya
there iz sum things in life that will continue 2 confuse me till the day i day & i wont go in2 great detail for a few reasons 1 of em iz cuz there iz a lot of people that dun needa know every detail of my life that mite read this....lets just say that i c how some people can act so well if ya know wut i mean....
well i dun got much else 2 say cept dun expect it 2 b soon that i update again...i got better (or worse however u choose 2 c it) things 2 worry bout so 4 who knowz how long....cya
there iz sum things in life that will continue 2 confuse me till the day i day & i wont go in2 great detail for a few reasons 1 of em iz cuz there iz a lot of people that dun needa know every detail of my life that mite read this....lets just say that i c how some people can act so well if ya know wut i mean....
well i dun got much else 2 say cept dun expect it 2 b soon that i update again...i got better (or worse however u choose 2 c it) things 2 worry bout so 4 who knowz how long....cya
Feb 22, 2004
wow...things r gettin 10 times better & yet 20 times worse all at the same time. yes i know that doesnt make sense but its true & i understand it so if u dont tough..nah really just ask ill attempt 2 explain my twisted mind.
well sumthin i've been wantin 4 a while now looks like it mite actually b happenin... & its prob not what sum of u r thinkin...in other words its not kevin lol. but ya i'm happy its prob goin on. if ya dun get the point...i'm not goin 2 tell u! y? cuz i dun gotta thats y
schools not goin 2 well rite now...between sum of the people, not understandin, & failin cuz of all that its just bad. mostly math...ya know that stupid sayin ' math iz yur friend'? i dun know if i know anything farther from the truth. its makin my life 10 times worse than it has 2 b. i dun get it no matter how easy it iz & so i go 2 tutorials 2 try & get help wit it but that doesnt work so i study & that doesnt either so i fail the tests & blah blah blah...its stupid then theres just other crap i dun really wana talk bout...
anywayz on a better note..mavs game thurs. yay! i luv my mavs! especially my nashy..hez my tigger bear yes i sed tigger bear...i'm strange i know but thats y most of yall luv me rite? or at least i hope ya luv me otherwise i dun know y u'd b readin this...unless yur strange 2..then we'd get along great or at least i would think so...no i'm not blabbin really!!!
yes now i'm gettin off cuz i dun know wut else 2 say but iz it just me or iz it possible 2 feel totally depressed & have no clue y?
well sumthin i've been wantin 4 a while now looks like it mite actually b happenin... & its prob not what sum of u r thinkin...in other words its not kevin lol. but ya i'm happy its prob goin on. if ya dun get the point...i'm not goin 2 tell u! y? cuz i dun gotta thats y
schools not goin 2 well rite now...between sum of the people, not understandin, & failin cuz of all that its just bad. mostly math...ya know that stupid sayin ' math iz yur friend'? i dun know if i know anything farther from the truth. its makin my life 10 times worse than it has 2 b. i dun get it no matter how easy it iz & so i go 2 tutorials 2 try & get help wit it but that doesnt work so i study & that doesnt either so i fail the tests & blah blah blah...its stupid then theres just other crap i dun really wana talk bout...
anywayz on a better note..mavs game thurs. yay! i luv my mavs! especially my nashy..hez my tigger bear yes i sed tigger bear...i'm strange i know but thats y most of yall luv me rite? or at least i hope ya luv me otherwise i dun know y u'd b readin this...unless yur strange 2..then we'd get along great or at least i would think so...no i'm not blabbin really!!!
yes now i'm gettin off cuz i dun know wut else 2 say but iz it just me or iz it possible 2 feel totally depressed & have no clue y?
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