Wow, what a day! Guess what I finally got.....a NASH JERSEY!!! Yes it is unbelievable but it happened. I love it soo much. And yes even though he has moved to Phoenix with out me I'm ok.....I will survive As long as I know how to loveI know I'll be alive. I've got all my life to live. I've got all my love to give. I will survive. I will survive....I'm done with the random song and dance for the moment. But yes Nash will continue to be my Nashy and my favorite bball player.
 
   On a more serious note, I got myself a devotional book and I'm excited to say that I used it for the first time today and it was awesome. Before I just tried reading the Bible and it is awesome but I just need something to help me out ya know? Well I love it and am hopefully going to be showing God more and more each day through spending time with Him in my quiet times. He is just incredable isn't He? I think so.
 
    Well I'm off to church and then maybe out or something. Love you guys and God bless!

i love cows! they r the coolest! 

Wow, I can't explain the feeling I have right now. It is just amazing. I know I keep using  those words lately, but I have good reason to especially when talking of Super Summer.
 
       Well ok....Brownwood! It was great! I had so much fun and loved to see Anna, Taylor, Stephen again. I spent all day Sunday with Anna & it was awesome. We went to the so called mall, then to a place called Hastings which was pretty sweet, and then to Taco Bell and had a long deep talk. I thoroughly enjoyed every minute I was in Brownwood. Well I have one complaint but it is my fault. The bed was hard and I froze my butt off in the hotel room. I can't complain though because everything else made up for it. I went by and saw Stephen right before I left with my mother who so graciously went with me. He is an amazing person and I am so happy God gave us the chance to meet. Anna's family was great. They are incredibly sweet and they showed me what a small town is all about and made me love the experience all the more. About my mother and I, we had fun on the way and way back just hanging out. We went by random places on the way home today and it was great. We are both exhausted from all of it though.
 
      My life has been truly blessed and I never took the time to realize it. I have had a great youth minister and it is a shame that it has taken me this long to figure it out. He is a man of God that had truly touched many lives and I am so thankful that I got a chance to be a part of the youth group while He lead it. I wish I could say more but I have so much going through my head right now and am so tired that just ugh ya know? But to wrap this thing up. Chris Trent, we certainly have had our times where we did not agree in the slightest bit, but I have learned after being touched by God that over the years you have truly made an impact on me and I am ever so grateful to you for it. I love you and wish I would have realized earlier what you have done in my life.
 
     I'm out for today. It's been a long one and I need some sleep. G'night all!

hey every1! how ya'll doin? i'm great...i just love kids. I had to get that out. They are so adorable and I'm loving teaching them in vbs this week. I can't wait to go to Brownwood. It is going to be nice to see some of my camp people again. I miss them so much. I miss my super summer peoples too. The two guys that are near me are busy a lot. Well aaron has been outa town on mission trip but stephen is an awesome friend. God knows what he's doing when He puts people into family groups and things. God is soo good.
 
    Well that's about all I have to say for today. I love you guys.

I'm not getting along with blogger rite now because it just erased like a ton of writing but I'm ok.
 
   In short what I said was I had an amazing time at super summer. I met like four guys I wish I could marry them all because they are all what I want my husband to be like. I dedicated my life to full time Christian ministry. I learned so much. I can't wait to make a difference in any way I can. I just hope that you all can experience what I am. It is indescribable.
 
  Last but certainly not least I want to share my new life verse with you. I read it in my quiet time this morning. It is actually two verses but ya..... 1 Corinthians 10:31-32 ......read those and let me know what you think.

aw my camp groupies, gotta love 'em, i sure do 

NNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! my Nash is gone from the mavericks! How could this happen? This is so not cool he was my favorite player. His beautiful long brown hair, his skill, awe why Nash? Just cuz they offer you 15 million more why? what about the fans that love you in Dallas? what about them? Do you not care? Do they not matter? They love you. i love you. you let us down. You traded us for phoenix? Who cares about them? Not us....Well except for the fact that you are now there. Even though you left me i'll still support you. i don't know who else will but i will. You are my Nash and even though you are a trader i'll be there to cheer you on.

So, life is moving along quite well must I say. I'm loving the fact that Alan & I are getting close again, & Kaiser and I are becoming better friends. Our little group is just awesome and it is always fun with them.
I am spending a lot more time with Amanda which I always love because she is one of my very best friends and nobody could ever replace her for anything. She inspires me sometimes to do things I normally would never do. She gives me hope in the times that I am lacking in faith. The light that she brings to my life makes me a better person for knowing her. I can't believe God has blessed me with a person like her. She is a one of a kind. I love you Amanda!!!
Well if I'm going to go off on 1 of my best friends, I must continue with the others because I wouldn't want to leave anyone out.
Alan, what is there to say about him. Well, so much in fact that I could go on for hours as well as I could have with Amanda but more so because he has always been my best guy friend in the world. Nothing could ever change how I feel about him and he is an incredible person. He is the only one that can truly make me happy even though I am in the worst mood. He is there for me even when we haven't exactly been close lately. He can always make me laugh. He knows what to say and when to say it. He is also an amazing blessing in my life. I love you Alan!!!
Christina, where do I start? She has been there with me since first grade and if we would have met before then I bet it would be longer. She has stuck with me through everything and many a time gone through the same thing at the same time. We have shared many a good time and bad. We have so many inside jokes that we can't even remember them all. We have our places where we only go with just us. We have our 'OCD' moments, and also our looking back moments. She has had an incredible impact on my life and has at times saved me from making huge mistakes. For all of this I love her and always will.

For now I am going to put this on hold because my back is hurting but I will continue at some time tomorrow. If I haven't said something to you yet just wait, I will. I just want everyone to know why I am doing this though. I love my friends and at no point in time do I truly tell them what I feel. I would never want something to happen and whoever not know. I love everyone that I know, but some of the people in my life, they truly are priceless.

Wow, that is about the only word I can use to describe my week at camp. It was just incredible and I don't really know how to describe it except that I met some amazing people that I can only pray that I can manage to keep in touch with. The pastor was great, my family group was greater than words, and God really spoke to me through it all. He truly showed me service through my family group leader Stephen and that showed me what I really need to be like. I can only pray that God will use me for him as he did Stephen. I even enjoyed rec. This year which probably surprises most of you. It was just a great week. I really hope we go back next year.

Well not much else to report but I am now single and might I add loving it. I am getting to get closer to Alan again which makes me happy. He's a great guy & I love him.

I'm out for the night though because camp was great but I'm tired now.

HAPPY DADDY'S DAY!!! to all you dads out there hope it's a great one for ya....yall guys are great and your children are truely touched by what you do.

So it's been awhile and a lot has happened and well one of those things is that me & rickey are ova. I won't go into details & all that because it's not that important but ya. It really ended today but kinda yesterday.
Anywayz, I leave for youth camp monday and can't wait. It should be awesome and I get to room with my manda so that iz going to be sweet. Well mission trip was great I had my moments but everyone does.
I'm loving life and plan on hanging out with more of my friends now that I'm a single woman. OK now whered I put the now serving sign for all the men waiting for me?...hmm lol yea right!
Well I'm off 2 bed 4 now but more to come so don't miss out. Luv yall

Wow, this weekend was kinda weird. i don't know why but it has been. It is over now but still. It was a mixture of things like Adri spending the night, her and Dana swimmin with me, gettin a sunburn on my butt (which i don't know how it happened because make no mistake i was wearing a swimsuit), and my dad's bday. A lot going on that's for sure.

Man 2 more days. The sucky part about that though is two days later i leave for mission trip and ya. I mean i get to spend time with all my church people but not with my rickey whom i miss seeing. I can't even talk to him really now. I just miss him. He's my lil rickey and yet he's...ugh i won't bore you with the details of my life.

I'm out for now and i might post another time before i leave but who knows. Gnight all

Wow...What a day! Craziness I tell you craziness!

After a day like this I just don't feel like doing much. I just want to go home and watch a sad movie or something ya know? I don't want to talk about it because I've already done enough of that but ya. Nah I also want to just like go home & lay out or something, not because it would help me get a tan because well yea right! But ya it's just a good feeling. I just want to chill by myself but whatever.

Schools out, senior...whoop de doo...Yes I'm not all that excited but I think it is just the whole day getting to me. Whatever though I'll stop complaining and blabbing and let ya'll go...

Well, I'm here at the ol' office again. I'm going to the dentist in a few but other than that I'm bored and I thought I'd blog before I left.

So one more exam and I'm a senior in high school. Scary rite? I know. It really is. Me of all people being a leader in the school. Granted it is only because of the whole being older thing but still. It means that younger people might look up to me as an example. Not because I'm tall or anything but Because I'm a senior. I never knew what the allure was to being a senior although as most do, I dreamed of the days that I would become one. Now that I am so close it doesn't really seem all as great as I once dreamed. Maybe I just know better than to think it is some big thing anymore or maybe I just haven't realized I don't know. It is a scary thought in a way though. Just think all you juniors, almost seniors, in a year from now we will be getting ready to move out of our home that we've lived in for so long and out into the world to try to accomplish great things. I don't know if I'm ready for the whole world ya know? I mean don't get me wrong I'm excited but still.

Summer is going to be busy I think. I already have things planned out for a lot of it. I already have a party thing this coming friday at my house. I got stuff with my Rickey on sat. Next week I'm not quite sure what all is going on. I know it's going to be somewhat busy though. Craziness I know.

Well I'm out for now. Going to the dentist and then home to wait for dad to head to go swimsuit shopping. G'day all!

i've been thinking a lot lately about my lil 2nd cousin. I miss her alot. I'm hoping to get to go visit her, her brother, and her mother which is my fav. cousin in the world. She is just the best. No, but this is a picture of me with Jenessa around the end of December last year. I can't wait to see her again. She's the cutest. Also another plus, she gives me a workout lol. :) 

i had a good nite although it woulda been better if i got to talk to my rickey but thats my fault. But ya, i went to see Shrek 2 which was funny and before that i went and tried on like 50 swimsuits &get this get to go tom & try on some more & even better...i get to get a top that shows my stomach!!! You know how much easier that makes it to find one i like? like wow!?! & i found the cutest one but daddy & me gotta agree on one ya know? I'll be sure to update yall tom. though after i get it. Whatever it is it'll be better than any other one I've ever had. anywayz....I'm gone for the nite...But here's something you might wana try...The grilled chicken wrap from sonic actually really good...ya I'm out

Ah, yes i can now post pics on here & u better believe I'll b doin it & that means posting more. yay rite? i think so...

so life's going along and exams are going on and all and I'm home not taking them. ok, well i do have to take two. alg 2 because i need the exam to pass for the semester. The other i just have to take because i don't have a fourth exemption. Granted I'm only supposed to get 3 but it would be nice ya know? But ya so I'm goin to take the tech exam because it's not like it'll b much and then also my rickey will be in there as well as chester, stephen, and haylea. It shouldn't be too bad.

i wore a shirt today and get this...i liked how it looked. Surprise rite? Well it made my eyes look really sweet. so ya.

oh. i wana go see Shrek 2. It looks awesome. I love donkey. He's the best. I kinda feel like I'm like him at times. Do yall agree? I'm also dory from finding nemo though. She's just the most awesomest ever.'Just keep swimmin...'

Aren't we all so cool? My rickey is hiding behind the bunney's ear. Too cute! 

quick post but i just wanted 2 let yall know sumthin that 2 me iz incredibly exciting....I found the rest of my poetry!!! yay i can't believe it...15 more to add to the list...well congratulate me...:D

Well I'm back & living to say the least. Life has been kind of tough lately but I'm working through it i think. One thing though...i must say something....

i don't know how many people there are that like rickey or dislike him or our relationship but here it is plain and simple. I don't care. I know how I feel about him and I'm not going to change that because of how other people feel about him. I am truly happy with this kid. He makes me feel good about me. Not like other guys have but its different. It's new & great. I have so much fun every time I'm with him and can't explain the feeling I get. We will be together till we find a problem and not until then. I know what you are prob. thinking, 'Wow look at how much she cares about my opinion.' But Newsflash! It is my life and will always be that way. I go to those that I feel know me best and see what they think. Some have different opinions than me but the majority likes him. And they can also see how happy I am with him. Therefore don't think stuff like 'he's bad for her' or whatever. I'm happy rite? YES! So let me be please.

Anyways, had to get that off my mind but now I don't have all too much to say. School is coming to an end. We got our yearbooks in and they aren't all too horrible. Life's pretty good rite now. I'll leave you people with this stuff because that's all I can think of for now.